The word has always given me chills, because it has taken people from me. But nobody ever as young as you are. I’ve never been so scared for anyone in my entire life. You mean the absolute world to me, and I don’t know what I’d do without you if you have this. Its not supposed to happen this way, not to you. You’ve got so many big plans for your life and I don’t want them to be taken away because of some stupid disease. This isn’t fair, its not supposed to happen this way. I hope the doctor’s up here were wrong and that you go to UVA and they tell you that everything is fine, because I can’t lose you. I just can’t. I love you Bug.